Nothing Less than who i am within my heart

Nothing Less than who i am within my heart
Philippians 1:6 ~ being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ: 7 ~ just as it is right for me to think this of you all, because I have you in my heart, inasmuch as both in my chains and in the defense and confirmation of the gospel, you all are partakers with me of grace.
This scripture has really been on my heart...I think of my life and often want to look back but looking back sometimes is such a warfare in my soul. I am nothing less than who i am within my heart. I know that God has plans for me and thus far has carried me in grace. I feel so much but can't always act on what my heart desires. I am learning more and more everyday about who I am...I am finding good things, I am finding the truth of my being and I like knowing just that. I like that I can know these things about myself and grow from where I am...I like that I haven't shut the door to whats available to me...i like that I am still here and still seeking. I like that I am earning boundaries yet keeping my heart soft and my arms open. I am feeling good about what God has done in me and am thankful for the grace that He has poured all over me...sure i get stuck, discouraged, and annoyed but I haven't given up on having faith in what He has in store for me even when my flesh seems like it. As you know I've been through circles in my faith but in the end I always know where I've been and knowing I have a guide for where I'm going. My journey is always a surprise but also a kind of familiarity inside of me. I spend a lot of time crying when i am vulnerable but when i come out of that softness I am stronger for letting God in! The more I am honest and pure in heart with God the more I am honest with my being...It all makes me better at what I have before my plate.
I know that I do what I do because of Him and just feeling that I am doing what I am called to do in heart makes all the difference...
These things I know in God!
I hurt a lot in my body but my heart is becoming stronger
I am poor in material things but rich with love to offer
I am only human but my hands can heal and my heart can transpire
I am in love with my creator and it makes my life precious
I feel, I touch, I breathe
When I need solace I know where to turn as I am already coddled anyway
When I walk daily He is in every single move I make even in bad choices He guides me back to seek his face
No matter the words I say my heart is raw for Him...My hearts desires are louder than words can speak!