forgotten me...

...sometimes, i walk into a room full force knowing why i am there, but often times forgotten me! Now, at the age of 33 almost 34, i am finding pieces of the puzzle, pieces of who i am! Sometimes people expect me to be a certain way like how i used to respond to things...but i can't...i have to have space, quiet, few words, few stimulants. Sure some things in me are automatically how they were all my life or so but so much has grown closer to my hearts response. I crave quiet space, clear space, positive energy space, space to heal...i crave being close in my heart. I can't just respond or i may just be plain mean, even if my intention is different. I am finding myself in so many ways that i do like but sure there are still things i have to work on and i'm growing closer to that, just by knowing that, responding to this! My soul longs for honesty and peace...freedom, desire, loyalty, passion, sacred dancing, sacred places, love...loving intentions, loving piercings all around me...